Another dark night. A broken moon…twisted face looking at me. I am sitting next to that house on the rock. Night seemed long, dark and sad. You know how I hate that shining star that mocks at me, spreads its glittering light on my house and try to sparkle it. I am alone…sitting and looking at that blue light in my house and you my love, the star, you are surrounded by so many lights. I wish to go insane. I am suffering. My throat is all scuffed and I am feeling thirsty. Its a lonely , black, dark night…

I could see dark maple leaves flying…with the gushes of wind. I got up, started to walk on that never ending road…no way to go…A broken moon far in the sky…A sane man in me and that dim blue lighted house that’s all I have…I could hear the gushes of thoughts, rushes of tears on those silent nights. I could feel that silent tear rolling down. The light is going dim. I am walking…searching…pouring.

I am alone…but you are not my angel?

I turn back to look at my blue lighted house, If the colour has changed? I look back…

A broken glass window that spreads blue light around mocks at my sanity, I turn again to walk. I am creeping now.I am walking with my shadow which is also a stranger to me. I guess the gates of sanity are closed for me by this world. I am going insane…is that what the problem is all about? I want my angel back…I want peace?

Do I really want that?

Hungry clouds creep in through shattered panes,

As I wander through winding lanes…

                                              ---Schrondingerscat

The clouds are getting dark, walking with me, walking along my side but they are not alone…I hate you star, I am trying. I had hit my toe to that damn rock and blood is oozing out…Blood is flowing and its still dark. Can I never see a rising sun?

I am walking since days. My clothes are all gone filthy, torn. My hair mixed with mud…no more shining. When ever I look at the sky, its always night. I wonder Has the sun not risen since ages? Since the day I am walking. I haven’t slept…that blue light hits my eyes, then why do I have dreams?

How do I have dreamzzz? How can I dream about an angel?

Grudges left me alone. The grudge in me, for me and I broke. Moonlight embraced me and I slept. I saw that blue light house for one last time. The window is no more mocking at me. But I was still walking…may be in my dreams…I again turned around.

What I saw amazed me. The house was glittering…The house had light.

White light and she came to me, took me to her world…

On that part of the world, the roads are made of flowers, butterflies smile and kiss you. I was happy…my angel came to me…She lifted me and I went near to that star…I touched it and it shrinked. The moon came to me and asked me to walk with dangling beautiful light. I was shining in that star light. I was with my angel who was there in my sanity. It was light now all around. I had winds..i had ice on my tips…I was flying. I was in the embrace of my angel..I found that blue light by being the angel myself…I found those crazy stars smiling with me on that starlit sky. Sanity engulfed me and I saw my house was shining with a glittering light. They had found the angel..

I wanted to go and change that neon bulb in my house.. I wanted to pull all the curtains up…I wanted to kiss that blue-white light. I wanted to shine… I am now Sane… the angel came here…she lit my house.Now there were no haystacks with crumbled walls. I am bathing in moonlight and now there is no shattered window pane or a broken moon…No unwinding roads.. I walk back.. I reach home..

All I see now is a house of white light with blue haze.

Note---   Dear Readers, this is dedicated to my one of the favourite blogger in sulekha Schrondingerscat. I read his The house of Blue Light…and that amazed me. It was one of the amazing things I have ever read Wrote this long back but wanted to do justice to it so didn’t posted earlier. I hope you all will like it… Schron. Forgive me if I am wrong somewhere or crumbled any piece of your beautiful thought. But, your this post gave me many restless and sleepless nights…so I deserve few forgiveness for my mistakes. So, this is for you and all the people who wanted to shine in the house of this beautiful light.